"Terdampar jauh dihempas badai ku hanyut, Hati merintih terkunci mulut membisu, Perjalanan yang jauh bagai tiada sudahnya, Liku ranjau ku tempuh dalam mencari jawapan. Di sudut kecil hatiku sering berkata, Apa yang terjadi ada hikmah sebaliknya, Ku beranikan diri menongkah arus yang deras, Demi hari esok ku relakan. Walau tiada tangan menghulur, Kan ku tetap berdiri teguh ku bangkit semula, Tuhan... hanya engkau mengerti, Perjalanan hidup seorang insan." Salma

Friday, June 24, 2011

Nekad bukan naked

It’s almost 3 weeks, I haven’t contact nor answer call or reply the messages. This time I resolutely decided to break off the 'link'. Like it or not, that is my final decision. However, it is not as simple as that. I am absolutely emotionally disturbed.

But there is nothing can make me stay longer. Waiting for something will never be come true, it is only 'fatamorgana', illusion and delusion. Even the sketch of future always been singing on lips, but it is just a song without rhythm. Not even one effort have been done to make the song become beautiful song at my hearing, my heart. The only thing is, it only giving me fake hope. By end of the day, there is nothing left for me. Only broken heart, time wasted, lonely heart.... *sigh*

(satu lagi entri dalam bahasa inggeris... tak tahu betul ke tidak... grammer checker saya sudah tamat tempoh, takde kredit kad nak langgan...)

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